am I the only one? 😞

Maleah • 21 year old Mama of a beautiful girl. She will be two in Dec 2018. Currently hoping on baby number 2!
Our baby was born on the 14 of this month so just 2 1/2 weeks old. Not old enough to be around a ton of people especially in this season with all the sickness going around. It's our first New Years with our little girl and my man went to a friends for the night. This is the first year I've been alone on New Years... he doesn't want to spend it as a family. It feels weird to me but maybe I'm just overly hormonal or emotional or whatever? I want to go out and have fun too, but I'm a new mommy now and I know that my daughter is really young and she's my priority. I just thought this would be a time to celebrate as a new family. Just feeling a little down. Any other new moms home alone on New Year's <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a>?Â