I NEED LOVE FIRST

Sadie • Just tracking the inevitable
The title says it all👑
After 3 years and some change...I'm leaving this abusive, unfaithful relationship. It was so easy for me to tell other women to leave their men but when it came time for me to leave...after the first red flag I should've left...but I didn't. 
3 years later, I'm bruised, heart broken, anxious and afraid...my life is where it was a year ago and I've finally woken up. 
After promising my loyalty and being crushed by his unfaithfulness, crushed by seeing it with my own eyes...right in front of me....I feel so stupid, but it took me seeing this for my own eyes for me to realize the damage I've done to myself by allowing this behavior. NOT allowing it by choice, but by accepting apology after apology they begin to think it's acceptable. 
Lord, I've learned my lesson. I have grown from these hardships. I will never let myself become the person I was. 
Sadie, I love you darling 💕💕👑you're a queen and you know it! Now straighten up your crown😌You've got a life to live.Â