Guys I have a boyfriend. We meet in my hometown June 2016 when I have a summer holiday and he work as English teacher in my hometown. He is from Canada .

At the 3 months of holiday everything is just so.... beautiful. We had beautiful beach along the city and we play and chill alot at the beach. The last day I was at my hometown I decided to having sex with him. We decided to book a hotel but I still slept in my home. So my family didn't know about that. And at the morning I tell my mom to go swimming at that hotel. But accidentally my mom pick me up after 3 hours and didn't find me at the swimming pool and check to the receptionist "is there "my boyfriend name" staying here?" And the receptionist tell her the room . But my mother didnt go to our room but mad at me when Iam at home. And my mother said to break up with him or marry him since Iam in "the religious moeslim family". But I decided to continue my study and tell her that I will forget him. And I was going back to my college without meeting him for the last time but he still texted me.

After that.. we only texting and skype . And sometimes he have to visit my college city to have some business there . And yes we met . We have met about 2 times. And we only spend our day in the hotel.

But its been 6 month in college and I have my semesters break soon in the end of January. But I told him that i will back to my hometown because I miss him . But he seems didn't really please to meet me. I feels like he dont want to meet me . Iam so confused now. Here is his text that saying...

I feel like I only his slut 😞😣

Nb : Bandung is the city where I live . And Padang is my hometown. And after that he only read my text.