Feeling emotional

Trouper
I can feel my biological clock screaming at me. I have 2 beautiful children from a previous marriage, the youngest getting ready to start Kindergarten. My fur baby is already 9. It hurts my heart not to have a baby to <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.nurture">nurture</a> and we've been trying so hard. Af is due the 7th and if it shows, it's officially been a year. And I can't even get a puppy to help fill the void. I feel so silly for crying over my husband saying no to a puppy. And for rambling. But I know if anyone will understand it's you guys.