Recently life has not been going very well. I have been having many family issues and my depression and anxiety is not making any of it easier. I have been sexually actuve with my boyfriend and it is possible that I could be pregnant. We both agreed that right now is a terrible time to have a child, but is it sad that I am kind of hoping that I an pregnant? On New Years I wanted to drink but I got a mommy instinct and I keep thinking about stuff like that and there is a little voice in my head saying to do what is better for the baby, but I don't even know if I am pregnant! It may be terrible timing but I feel like having a child would be a responsibility that could make me happy. I could try to forget about my problems and instead focus on making that baby happy. I don't know what do you guys think?