I'm having the hardest time around the holidays seeing everyone else post their ultrasound pics, their baby bumps... I feel so defeated like that should be me. I'm 2 months past miscarriage and it's still no easier now than it was before. I find myself completely infuriated seeing others that have had multiple abortions, and issues with addictions now pregnant, when I did everything right, healthy eating and lifestyle, working out etc etc... I'm happy for any pregnant woman. I just don't understand why this happened, so 💔.