Pregnant second child

Hello! I'm currently 6 weeks pregnant with my second baby, my son is 6 months old. this is my fourth pregnancy after an stillbirth and a miscarriage, and idk how to feel because we are barely getting in our feet since we have a really bad year financially speaking and we are living with my parents and I didn't wanted to have babies to far apart and I'm happy for my pregnancy but I feel no one else is going to be happy. It is weird that I feel like that? Btw I'm married, and I am an adult buuut Idk how to tell my parents, family and in laws