2 years ago I was raped. I don't remember much of how it happened I just remember waking up without my pants on after going out to a party with someone who I thought was a friend. This past year my fiancé cheated on me while he was deployed over seas because he didn't let this go & blamed me for it. I love hi meith all my heart. I wanna forget everything happened to me & to him & to us. I wanna be with him like we had planned. I just don't know if he feels the same way since this isn't a topic you can talk about over the phone. I need advice on how some of you have dealt through this or your thoughts in general. All will be greatly appreciated. Thank you.