painful sex

Today me and my boyfriend tried to have sex. I took a few shots of tequila so it wouldn't be painful which kinda worked. He went in half way. He was taking his time and then out of nowhere he put it all the way in, I was screaming and yelling because of how painful it was, it was worser than when I lost my virginity, he even got scared & I felt so bad. And now I'm bleeding 😩 idk what's wrong
P.s me taking the shots was my decision