I told myself I wouldn't be this woman.. 😪

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I just found out my 18 year old sister is pregnant.. This kills me. For one she's not ready in my opinion😰 and also I'm the one trying and I can't get pregnant?? She had a miscarriage in May 2015 so I feel bad for being a little hurt..😪 idk how to feel I don't want to seem jealous because I'm not at all. I'm just sad I'm struggling so hard.. 😞💔