I just wanna see 2 pink lines 😳

It's been a month and a half sense my d&c and still no period!!! I'm ready for my body to be normal again or for the most exciting morning pee!!! I know that its soon to be trying and trust me I still grieve (I have the ultrasounds displayed and still look at them now and then) I really wanted to be passed the dwelling stage as soon as i could and I feel I've done that pretty well. We haven't been holding back at all and I'm just so anxious. If i atleast had my period back i would feel a whole lot better. Just makes me feel like somethings wrong and that I won't conceive. I just want to be pregnant again. I never thought I would want kids but being pregnant changed all that. The couple short months knowing I had a little one growing inside me made me feel so amazing and so close to my future hubby. I just want that feeling back 😔