Struggles after a miscarriage

Amanda
Its been nearly a month since my MC started and naturally my emotions are all over the place. I finally got a negative test today and it hurts much more than I expected. Glad I won't need to manage it medically but there's a hole in my heart. Hubby tried all day to make me feel better and finally got me in to bed. After making love I lost it. Barely finished, and I'm sobbing. I don't know how to handle this and my poor husband is at a loss too. I need suggestions please