😩 I'm just mean

So I am down to like 37 days till I have my surprise baby.. but lately I have been in nothing but pain... I am so mean to husband I try not be but I am... and I feel bad 😔 he says the way I treat him I shouldn't because that's not how you treat someone you love.... which is true but bottom line is I'm in so much pain I'm so irritated 😤 and it's nothing he does I'm just been like that lately....  I can't wait to have my baby hopefully I get back to me