Tubal ligation

Lindsay • Answer to no one but God.
After I had my third child I got my tubes clamped shut. But I'm only 27, and every time I see a baby I'm hit with baby fever. I still have baby clothes saved I thought was just too adorable to throw out stashed away. Does this make me crazy I mean I know I can't have anymore kids because of my stupid decision but ask I crazy for keeping the clothes?