Getting anxiety about delivery. 🙃

Hanna
FTM and really nervous for delivery. Not so much the pain and such but the way it all goes down. I am very OCD and a planner and i know this is not something i can really plan for since labor could happen at anytime! And the mothering instinct... i feel like i don't know what to do yet and i am so scared yet excited. Anyone else here like that? Im due feb 20th