I just saw my gyno and she said I have a small hemorrhoid. She doesn't think it's permament and gave me some things I could do to help it heal. I just feel really gross though because 1) It's uncomfortable and 2) My BF is a huge ass man and it's a big part of our sex life. He's super amazing and supportive but I just feel so bad. Is there anything I can do to help heal? I just want to not feel gross anymore 😓😓