Friends with benefits? ?
So I've been making out with this guy at almost every party, drunk or sober it doesn't matter. Hes a really cute, sweet guy but an actual relationship doesnt seem likely. It's been like 5 months and nothing really happened so finally, I sucked his dick.
The whole thing was really random and he didn't even get to finish because my cab came and I was almost pulled out of the room. This was my first time doing that and I was scared that I was really bad.
Side note: While things were steamy, he started to pull off my pants. My drunk self thought this meant he was trying to have sex with me (instead of going down like he planned) so I freaked a little and asked if he had a condom. I'm really embarrassed because I am not ready to have sex and I don't know why I said that. Either way I didn't let anything happen because of course, I had my period.
Should I talk to him about what happened? Should we stop hooking up? Do I let it be and just push through the weirdness of the situation?
Achieve your health goals from period to parenting.