I'm verbally and occasionally physically abused by my bf. He made me think he was an amazing guy that loved me so we decided to have a baby together. I'm trapped, I have no money or family to help me. I'm going with him to hospital to get induced in an hour. He's in the shower and I'm crying because I really don't want to have his baby. All I ever wanted in life was to be loved and have a family. I only had one chance to do this and now my first kid is with him. I feel like all I ever wanted from life is lost.