I went to my college yesterday to do my schedule with my advisor. It turns out, there was a hold on my account. Apparently, I still owed them EIGHT HUNDRED DOLLARS from the fall semester!!!! At the beginning of this semester, I thought I did my calculations correctly to take out the amount of loans that I needed. Well, I did not. Spring classes begin Monday and I had to take out a new loan for the $800 but I'm not sure if the loan will get approved by then, and I doubt it will. Last semester was awful for me. My father's dementia had gotten worse and I found out i was pregnant. The father left me and stirred up a lot of drama. My grades plummeted and now I'm on academic probation. I wanted to attend school this semester to get myself together and get my grades back up but now I might not even be able to do that. I can't stop crying because I feel like a complete failure. I don't know what to do. It feels like everything just keeps going wrong for me and I feel extremely discouraged at this point.. I feel like everyone is so disappointed in me and all I can think about is my baby. But I even feel like a failure to little one. I don't know