3am been crying for an hour

I've been up since one and was watching some kids tv because I was trying to go back to sleep.

Instead I found my self engrossed in the programming and balling my eyes out non stop for an hour.

It hit a place with me where I was missing my best friend who has passed away.

I'm lost without her she was my true north she kept me good if you will. I'm a better person for having been able to have had her in my life with me for as long as I did

I miss her daily and would do anything to have her here with us still.

She has been gone for years and its still just as fresh as the day she left us.

My life will never be the same or as bright without her.