MC October and AF no show

Angela
I'm going out of my mind....AF here usually day 30-40, I'm now on day 49 and after multiple BFN I'm wondering what the hell is going on. Got my BFP at day 56 in October, only for 3 days later to lose our little one. Maybe my cycle is just all over the place but I'm so confused, angry, emotional and frustrated that I don't know what's happening 🙁 xx