MICROGESTIN FE 1.5/30

So I started this BC back in November. I have irregular periods & I usually never stay on a pill longer than 1 months because I always feel so weird while taking it! For starters I can never remember to take it at the same time everyday, then I bleed like a murder victim the whole time, my breast stay permently sore and my mood goes for casual crazy to full fledge insane. Back then I wasn't regularly having sex with anyone so I didn't care either way but For my most recent pap my dr decided to put me on this pill and it has ruinedddd my life. I started in November and I've constantly bleed since the first week of starting, my breast are in a constant state of pain and I'm 2 minor inconveniences away from having a mental breakdown. I literally feel like I'm watching myself outside my body and I feel so helpless. My Dr refused to even see me until my next appointment which is 2/13. She says I need to give it a full 3 months and all these symptoms will fade away but I'm not confident it will. I men I rather have a regular cycle because I want to be able to conceive one day but GOD something's gotta give. And let's not even mention the weight gain and acne! Anyone take this pill and have the same symptoms or suggestions on any pills that you've had luck with? My Dr doesn't support depo at all but I have the hardest time taking my pill the same time everyday which she says is why I could be having so many complications. Do they still give he patch? lol I could totally handle a patch.