My husband and I have decided to accept the fact that we are going to be the childless couple and focus of renovating our new farm and buy lots of animals! We are tired of being sad and crying because every month for the past 4 years has been a fail. The stress and heartache have had their toll on us and we have thrown in the towel to enjoy life and especially life together as husband and wife. We love each other to much to be upset about what we don't have. So here's to a new year and being happy for what we have and the adventures we will take together!