I just wish I wasn't so alone

Marie
Hey guys. 
Lately I haven't been feeling too good. My fiancé passed while I was away. Ve been traveling Europe since October and my fiancé stayed in the US to work and keep the house and stuff. He passed in his sleep on December 28th. And since then I haven't slept or stop thinking about him. His family did a funeral without consulting me and cremated him... I'm still in Europe and can't do anything about it now anyway. But... Idk... I guess I just ... Don't want to feel alone and I'm sure some girls out there understand what I'm going thru to a certain point... 
Ladies, tell your S.O how much you care for them ... They can be gone one morning and your whole world falls apart.