I just want to fall in love. My older sister (who I think isn't as attractive as I am) has been dating guys since 7th grade. She somehow always has boyfriends but I've only had one and had a fling with three. None of them got serious except one being very sexual. And it kinda makes me depressed because I've always been told I was the pretty, skinny, and athletic one. Is it cause I tend to be kind of quieter in school? I'm 17 and a junior btw. I'm just scared that I'll never fall in love with someone and they love me in the same way