first pregnancy- miscarriage at 4 weeks

Theresa • Hubby & I are expecting! October 18th, 2018!
About 3 weeks I found out I miscarried, I've done my crying, but I've been to 2 doctor visits since & today was my last one: to hear the doctor go down the list with all "negative" never thought (even tho I knew as soon as it happened) one single word would hurt so much. 😓 
I've came to acceptance that it wasn't my time, and that when it is my time it'll happen. We will be trying again!