I'm out

Well ladies looks like I'm out. I said have said that I didn't want to have another baby past the age of 30 and I turn 30 next month. I also found that my SO of the past 6 years has been using needles and shooting up I don't even know what all drugs so I have decided that having a baby is not a good idea. It hurts and I'm very disappointed but also feel it is the right choice to make. I wish y'all the best of luck though and hope that y'all get your Mericle/rainbow babies or whatever you're aiming for. Baby dust to all of you!!!!