My son is 2 weeks old and I absolutely love being a new mom. I don't mind the broken sleep and constant pumping. I just love him to pieces. But I'm tired of sitting in the house. I had a c section and I'm not even supposed to work out until 6 weeks pp. I'm already ready To go back to work. I'm tired of not feeling like myself. It's like I'm craving a routine or something. All I've been doing is sitting in the house for 2 weeks and I can't take it anymore. My SO lives 2 hours away for work so I don't get any help with the baby until the weekend when he's off work. I feel myself starting to get depressed but it not because of the baby. It's literally because I want to work again. I hate solely depending on my SO and mom for financial help and not having extra money to do simple things. Everybody complains about the U.S only giving 6 weeks of maternity leave but I'm feeling like 6 weeks is too long. I'm still a little sore from the c section but I'm so ready to get back to normal. 😞