IM SORRY FOR TYPING IN CAPS BUT I FEEL WAY OVERLY EMOTIONAL LIKE BREAKING OUT IN TEARS AT THE SLIGHTEST THOUGHT OF ANYTHING SAD AND I REALLY HATE BEEN A GIRL AND FEELING EVERYTHING SO INTENSLY AND I JUST WISH THERE WAS A BETTER WAY TO GO THROUGH THIS BUT MY STOMACH IS IN KNOTS AND I FEEL LIKE IM ANNOYING EVERYONE AND MY BRAIN FEELS LIKE DOFPFMSJIFPDKAHDIFKFNFKSOFIDBAVIFGKFNSLFKFUGHHHHHHH