the first night

Everybody makes mistakes and my husband made his. Unfortunately he got a dui and now he's serving 4 months in jail. Tonight is the first night without him and it's so hard. My anxiety is through the roof and I just need to vent. How am I going to get through 4 months without my best friend? My heart hurts. 
Please do not leave hate on my page. I know what he did was wrong but he is serving his time.