I need to rant!!

So anyways my husband and I are trying to conceive first month In. As you can imagine I want sex a lot and a lot so keep putting myself out there and his like not keen. When I was on the pill for 8 years I wasn't overfly horny like 2-3 times week was enough so what his use to now. I'm saying everyday anyways so we jump in bed and I say take off your pants I'm already naked and I start giving him wristies and his like what the fuck. That's terrible "in so many words" I'm like I'm doing what I always do, anyways I changed technique and his like wtf it's weird. I get grumpy and say I always do this & roll over and we start arguing & then I start crying. Pretty much over nothing I just don't get it why say he wants to have kids and never wants sex and always rejecting me!! Don't get me wrong his amazing. I'm just stressed where going on our honeymoon in 3 weeks & I just want to be pregnant already :( I also seen a Clairevouyant (mind reader) who said I wouldn't be able to have kids or would struggle so this deffinitly bothered me and makes me want to try more! Since I'm 22 then if I find out I can't least then I won't be to old to do other options. It just makes me so mad. I'm so busy I work flat out, running a business. & then study when I get home I still need to find 35 minutes for excercise & cook tea (when it's my turn) and seriously I just want something for me ! Iv never wanted something so badly../ Anyway I start ovulating on Sunday and I'm like we gotta have sex everyday which he had already agreeed to and now his all like no its to much we won't be able to everyday blah blah !!!!' I'm so sick of this ! I literally can not win!!! We have our own house - we built , where married, we have our own business together as well as I run a family company and he has a very good job. Why is this happening. Does he like not love me. We have been married 12 weeks I'm so frustrated and annoyed 😑😑😭😭😭 I don't get it 😭😭😭🤰. Thanks for reading any advice !!!