nervous.. and scared

Valeria
I've been having light cramps. Yesterday I picked up my son and I started cramping(he is three 40lbs) happened twice when I picked him up yesterday. Today I had an appointment for a pregnancy test and when I went to the bathroom to pee in the cup I wiped and had some orange like blood.. 😞😞 I've been balling since. Never had blood or anything with my first.. So they rescheduled me for two weeks because they didn't want the test to be wrong(if I'm miscarring). I've been so scared to have a miscarriage even before I actually became pregnant.. my husband is out of town and I have no one to talk to about so here I am..