DEPRESSION

I need some recommendations. I've been on the generic brand of Birth Control for over a year now. I take it on time and consistently. It shortened my periods and gave me less cramps. 
However, this month has been the worst month I've ever experienced. My period week started this Sunday (8th) but I never start until Tuesday or Wednesday. So on Saturday I started to feel weird. My boobs were extremely sore and swollen. And I cried for no reason. Then Sunday I was just down and depressed. I wanted to get up and move away and never look back. Then yesterday I hit a peak. I was so depressed and had the worst mood swings ! I was happy then all of a sudden it's like my life had ended and I just kept thinking about how much I hated my life and wish I would die. I told my bf I hated him and all this other stuff. Worst experience. I ended up crying-as in bawling my eyes out. And I cried myself to sleep. I've never felt this way before. I talked to my friend and she said that's not normal and BC shouldn't do that to me. I literally felt crazy/psycho. I started today and I feel way better now that my hormones aren't so high. I just need new BC recommendations. Idk what to take to help !