frustrated

Af was supposed to show today but I don't think it's coming... my cervix has been high the past couple days and today, yesterday I just randomly out of nowhere almost puked which sucked. I really want to take a pregnancy test but don't have a dam car to go get one, and no one to give me a ride 😑 I just really need to know. It's been three months now since we lost our little dinosaur, and I'm really hoping this is our rainbow baby. ~rant over~