I'm so happy and sad at the same time

I'm feeling like that I really want to tell what happened to me today as you will feel exactly what I felt, today morning me and hubby went to the playground near our house. It was empty but there was just one cute little girl and her mother, she looks like 3 years old, she was playing. And when we decided we want to get back home, the little girl she ran towards us and called my hubby daddyyyy, and then she held my hand and said mommy come play with me. I couldn't stop my self from crying. Oh my god I really want to hear this word. I hope this is a good sign. And this month I get good news. Thanks everyone for reading and babydust.