My little man was born this past Saturday (1.7) at 38.5 weeks. Was 8.13 and 21 inches long. Long story short we had to bring him to the hospital (we had a home birth) because his sugars were in the 20s when we got to the hospital they were closer to 10. So here we are going on day 5 of the NICU and I cannot believe how hard this is. Little man still won't maintain his sugar level and has jaundice pretty bad right now. I am thankful that so far this is all that is keeping him here, but can I say I have a love HATE relationship with the billi lights. Love them because they will help and hate because I can't hold my little one. I'm sure all of you can relate to the last part of that. I just needed to get some of it off my chest and to people who actually understand the feelings that come with having a babe in the NICU