Embarrassed

Ashley
I love my husband dearly. I suffer from depression and anxiety. I had a bad first marriage to my high school sweetheart who treated me awful. My husband and I have been together 3 years now, we were friends before that but it was over the internet, we played the same online game, he still does in fact lol. Anyhow. I'm absolutely MORTIFIED to let him see me naked, my belly and my saggy boobs. I can walk around with no pants with no shame. But I'm 29 and my nipple look at the floor, they always have :( and my belly sags because I'm overweight (thank you PCOS). Being intimate is also really tough as I have the classic pcos symptoms, dark thick hair growing on my chin, around my nipples and bellybutton. I used to tweeze, wax, etc but my oldest sister talked me into shaving it, which is great.....until 5 hours later when you can feel the stubble. It's something I have NEVER discussed with him. I'm just so ashamed of my body that I move away when he touches me and worry so much. Any ladies have similar situation? I hate that I freak out but it feels uncontrollable to jerk away from his hands. I wish I could afford electrolysis lol.