How to get over a first love..

Michaela • 22!! future educator 💚🙋📖
I've tried so hard to get over a guy that I was friends with years ago. The connection I felt with him Is one I haven't felt ever before and I fear I want find again. I known I'm young but I cannot stop thinking about him. He lives in my old hometown and I just found out he's engaged I'm sad I don't know why I shouldn't be but cannot help myself. I didn't know he was in a relationship, a part of him thought maybe I'd have a chance with him. Maybe I can finally stop now that I know that's never going to happen. Any advice 😢😭