Depressed day before induction!

So I'm supposed to go in at 9pm tonight to get the ball rolling and hopefully deliver tomorrow. Week 39 +4 days. No real reason, I was still closed a week ago. Knowing it was our last weekend without a kid my husband and I wanted to go do something exciting. Long story short , the tickets for the event we wanted ended up selling out day of and we ended up spending our Saturday night with pizza & a movie 🙁 I basically cried myself to sleep thinking of how lame our "big weekend" was and that that is how it's gonna be for a LONG while. He was also bummed and we are so worried & nervous about how our schedules/freedom etc is going to so different in a day. I also hate hospitals with a passion. Don't get me wrong, this pregnancy wasn't an accident but the "excitement, happiness, omg I just want to hold you" response has not kicked in at all and he should be here in 24 hours. Is this normal?? Anyone else? I am just all sad I'm not living it up the last few hours/days. Like nothing will ever be the same.