So here's my story I really don't have many friends so that's why I am here just gotta let this out. Also the friends I do have are either pregnant or on their 3rd or 4th BBY. While I've been ttc for about 3 years, the first year we tried I swear I thought I was pregnant every month lots of test I even bought ovulation test, pills to boost my fertility and nothing. Well the second year I started getting very ill every month ( me and hubby do it on the regular) well I had two cyst one wasn't that big but in my right ovary I had a small surgery had it removed . We kept trying after this maybe four or five months later that same cyst came back but this time it was as big as an orange 9cm big I had a open surgery because they were concerned that it maybe messed up my whole right ovary.... Thank God it didn't they just removed that big cyst the doctors told me Iam a very healthy 25 year woman now and shouldn't have problems conceiving but here I am almost on my 3year with no baby yet.... For now I ain't taking anything I just stop trying so hard of keeping track of all when I am late I just wait for it and it comes.... I need prayers this way I really hope this is my year 😞 I am currently late but I am sure I'll probably get it soon uuuggh why does it have to be this hard for me😞 I have a friend who just found out she's pregnant from her ex and they didn't even want the baby she still tells me she don't want the baby a couple years back she was in the same boat asking me to go with her to get an abortion I told her no cuz I just couldn't believe what she was telling me n now again and I'm still here like when is it my turn❣❣❣❣ I am a mom to two four legged furry pups but I really wanna make my mom a Grandma .

Update 👉I got it of course we'll hopefully next Month is my lucky one 😞