So I announced the date to our family & friends about our baby shower. We are doing one big one just to make it easier for my husband and I. Well my two "host" bailed on me (one didn't wanna be in charge and the other one got the date mixed up and has a prior commitment) and now it seems like I am throwing my own baby shower. I been heartbroken about it because I never had anyone throw me any kind of party at all. My bridal shower was the only thing really. Still I'm kinda stress because this is all on me now. I have to plan the decoration and food and games. I just feel alone and this was suppose to be fun and I should feel happy. I just want this thing to be over with and lay in my bed and cry all day ☹️