never getting over my baby fever

Am I the only person who can't shake the baby fever? Like for literally the past year, I've wanted nothing more than to have a baby with my fiancé. We both want one, we just aren't financially ready and i so badly wish we were. He has a son who I help take care of but yet every time my period comes around, i anxiously pray that I won't get it and we will be blessed. 😞