not how I thought I would be

Ashley
So I am 9.5 weeks and Before I got pregnant I was loved the gym and ate 85% healthy and clean diet, I remember always saying when I get pregnant I'm gonna workout and eat super healthy! Now fast forward to being 9.5 weeks and I have 0 energy or desire for the gym and eat 50% healthy all I want is carbs and comfort food, am I just accepting I'm gonna get huge? Am I a horrible mommy to be saying that? I had to go out and purchase maternity clothes since my regular clothes are just so tight in the waist. I am in such fear of getting huge but yet I'm doing the total opposite of how I thought I ever would be, is anyone else feeling that way?!