I miscarried a few nights ago I had to go to hospital as I was in severe agony they had to physically take what was left of my baby out of me as it was stuck ,after that I was still Ina little pain but it was eased a lot , as soon as the pain completely went last night and I got the last huge clot on the toilet paper I began to cry to my husband screaming "it's all I have left" he tried to take the piece of toilet paper off me and I screamed and broke down we then laid in our bed with it between us just crying our eyes out I just wanted the pain to come back so it didn't hurt in my heart I am not taking this well at all I just want my baby so bad I felt so whole when I was pregnant now I feel empty again . I know now why I had a dream that an angel women came to me and told me I was having a girl it's so I knew my love of my life was a she x