I'm so insecure 😟

Jianny
Me & my now ex have been together for a while to the point we were planning on marriage & having a family. We ended things because he felt "scared" to get to close to me & continued to have trust issues when I gave him no reason why to. I've been going through my pictures & came across one of us and I completely broke down. I started feeling so insecure about my self because I loved him so much & didn't understand why I wasn't enough. Now that college has started back up I ran into him & of course we said hi to eachother & asked how we both were doing but the entire time he spoke i just wanted to cry.. I missed him so much(keep in mind we haven't seen eachother for a month) I know I have to move on but idk where to start... I just don't understand how he was able to drop it with out giving me any reason. Just crazy how one day you think you've found the one to acting like complete strangersÂ