Period.

I was told I have something called, dysmenorrhea. Dysfunctional uterine bleeding. I have irregular periods. I will have a period once or twice a year. Three times well hell im on a roll. Longest period i had was nearly a month long. Longest time without a period was a year. I have never experienced regular monthly periods. Lets just say i have been living a very stressful life, not by choice. I am 22 yrs old and i dont have a single once of self love or self confidence. I am completely disgusted by myself...... i have been a victim of bulling since i was in 3rd grade. I was bullied for having light skin, pretty eyes and long hair. I was bullied for being quiet. I was bullied for being me. I was bullied to the point where i believed that what they were saying to me were true. No one taught me better. No one helped me. I just kept quiet. I want better, i want to be better, i want confidence, hell i want regular periods, i want to be a mom. I just want to be happy. Period.