So me & my s/o have been together for 7 years he's an amazing bf he treats me well he always tell me I'm his everything & that he's so glad that we've made it this far & all that. We also live together & have been living together for a year now. We are high school sweethearts but 3 years ago we had this major break up & weren't together for about 3 or 4 months. He ended up getting another gf to try and get over me & was with her for maybe about 2 or 3 months. Well they ended having sex & I didn't find out until like 2-3 months after I had moved in with him... & the only reason I found out was because I got these major cramps that were so bad they had me crying! So I went to see a doctor thinking I probably had an ovarian cyst or maybe my appendix was going to pop or something and he ends up telling me I had chlamydia! I was shocked, scared, confused, angry, & very hurt! For (1) I have not had sex with anyone but him (2) I had never got an STI before & always told myself I wouldn't let myself get in that situation (3) I never thought he would of had sex with anyone that quick since he always told me he wouldn't f**k anyone else because he was scared of getting an STI/STD (4)I was in disbelief I didn't know what to do besides cry & was mad at him for the longest time but more at myself for letting it happen. When I told him what the doctors had told me he didn't tell me right away what he had done he just hugged me and told me everything was going to be okay & that we had probably got a bacterial infection or something and it became that.. ( & I believed him like a dumbass) I kept questioning and questioning on how I could have possibly gotten it & I guess he got tired of hearing it & felt guilty & confessed. I could have had chlamydia for more than a year & didn't know because almost two years had passed since we had been back together & it makes me mad because now I think of the consequences what if it damaged my ovaries & can't have kids in the future or something you know & plus I guess I'm kind of jealous that he has one more body count than I do so it makes me wonder what it would be like to do it with someone else you know? Idk lately I been feeling resentment towards him & felt distant from him & haven't been in the mood to do it with him but I still love him very much he does almost everything for me. There's not one day that goes by that he won't tell me how lucky he his for having me by his side but I guess I want to know if I made the right choice in staying with him after I found out or if I should of broke this off a long time ago cuz now that's all I think about... Idk what to do just felt like venting & seeing others opinions/ advice on this. Sorry for it being too long ☺