Torturing myself....

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AF is due tomorrow. Im crampy, sore boobs, emotional, annoyed and a tad nauseous. I decided that I didnt want to go buy a pregnancy test, so I would try an opk, and if it was positive then I would go buy a real test later today.

Well Its positive...and now im freaking out because that doesnt reallyyyy mean anything, but it makes me SO scary hopeful. So now im just sitting here, hoping that im pregnant and counting down the hours until I can go get a real freaking test. UGH.