My first son was ceserean, and most people tell you after that you always have to have one, apparently ill be safe to have a natural birth if wanted and if the baby is head down.. but im so nervous to do it and scared so i just said a c section again and soon ill be able to have the date for sure.. but i need some stories to help ease my mind. Im worry about healing process, how my vagina will look and feel, when ill be able toleave  hospital ( if the baby is healthy of course) . How nurses help? I am just all out nervous and how my husband will think about my body or vagina after ...