Have you ever been so horny you feel like crying?

Like I'm sorry if this is tmi I've be horny this whole week and my SO won't please me. 😭😭😭 we only had sex once this month. I need it everyday hell I need it rn!!! Ladies I have begged this man especially yesterday but he had football practice in the morning and didn't wanna stay up all night. He said we could today but he always says that but we never do!!! I'm seriously about to cry my eyes out!!! The hand is ok. But I rather have him pleasure me.